Geez,
I just read my last entry, and I realised how much
of a whiney little bitch I am. Ah well those the
breaks. Well I've been working as per usual, and
slowly getting use to it. I think if it wasn't for
Rachel, the person training me at work, I might
have given up already. I've had to ask her to repeat
things a thousand times for certain things and she's
had the patience to keep teaching me (I think I've
got a really bad short term memory or something).
I'm gonna miss her a fair bit once she leaves, me
thinks. But yeah I'm trying to keep at it, and I'm
slowly feeling a bit more relaxed in my work environment.
Last week was rather bad though. I felt sick all
week, and took a day off work because of it to get
blood tests and rest up, which I feel rather guilty
about. But I worked the friday and it was rather
tough as I felt like I was going to collapse at
some points. I ended up getting the blood test results
back Saturday and they came out all clear, which
I was relieved about. Then I went to the docs again
as I was still feeling crook and he said I just
have a virus and gave me some mild antibiotics.
I'm feeling almost back to normal now, I think.
I think I've been stressing to much about work and
driving lessons, which made me burnt out. I've been
also as I said, been taking driving lessons with
a crazy Asian bloke. He's cool most of the time,
but likes to yell when your doing something wrong,
which makes me even more nervous, and I can't understand
him sometimes due to a thick accent. So it makes
some really entertaining driving lessons, personally
I think I'm pretty shit, but getting better. Mangaman
aka Sean has also been taking me out for little
lessons, which I appreciate dearly. With him everything
is so relaxed and I feel slightly confident that
I have one of my best mates beside me that I can
depend on to help me out. So to an extent he's been
a better driving instructor than the Asian bloke.
My
big 21st is approaching, which should be rather
fab. I'm going on a booze bus again this year. I'm
hoping for 20-30 people to show up and party with
me. But knowing the people I know it will be scraping
to get 20 of them to come. I'll see how I go, I'll
keep ya updated, and hopefully have some cool photos
to post up from it.
Sweet
Dreams,
-Adam
9
December 2003:.
Hey
sex mongers,
Well
guess what guys? I got the job at Empire Liquor as
a desktop publisher. I've been at work for the first
2 days and it's been sleepy and rather shitty. I didn't
realise that my job would entail to be an Accountant.
All I've been doing lately is invoices, taking bottle
orders and mathematics. I fucking despise maths..
ah well, it's mainly because the main chick who's
doing all the desktop publishing is still there, and
I have to wait until she leaves at the end of January,
to be a bit more dependant and get my own work done.
I'm just hope I get use to doing all these invoices,
and taking orders and all the rest, because it's a
lot to cramb into my small tiny little brain. I guess
the good thing is I'm keeping busy.. and trying to
learn stuff. BRB just gotta go to the lou. BAck!
I get paid a lousy $420 a week I think, which really
isn't to much for what I've been doing. But I guess
it's money and will help me save up $3000 - $5000
for a half decent car. I think it's weird though now,
because now I feel like a working drone (a robot in
other words). I wake up at 6 am, go to work at get
there just before 8, since I have to catch 2 buses.
Work all day non stop and only have a 1/2 hour lunch,
if that. Then end work at 5:15. Get home at like 6:30,
have tea and organise stuff for tomorrow and by that
time it's bloody bed time again. I'm sure all this
shit will become second nature to me soon enough,
it's just frustrating at the moment and I've been
coming home very grumpy and tired every day. Who fucking
knows how i'm going to go when I have my first driving
lesson next monday after work. I'll probably cause
an accident, since I'll be so dopey and tired.
Anyway's I'll let you all know how things progress
eventually. I haven't really been able to do anything
with ai.com, since I don't have time, unless I do
stuff on weekends. I have to try to get a new member
that will be keen enough to keep up updating the site,
while i'm away during the week. Since I have no fucking
idea when sauce or raven will be back in action.
I
hope your all well,
-Adam
20 October
2003:.
Hey
Sexy people,
Well
a lot has happened in the past few weeks I got my
digital camera finally which I was stoaked about.
But after the first 5 minutes of handling it, I
jammed the battery inside it, so then I had to take
it back to Ted's camera store. They managed to get
it out and then some girl gave me a lecture saying
how that wouldn't of been covered by warranty and
that It would of cost me $300 to get fixed and I
was very lucky she got it out with her power of
passion. So I was rather pleased that I didn't have
to pay an extra whad load of mullah for a camera
I'd just spent $700 on. Photos you ask? Well yes
I have a few for you, first of all this is me when
I first got the camera. I was rather tired. You
just go to love the shirt, I do.
Then this week an exciting thing happened to me.
I have been studying for my L's for a week or so,
and I'm like the complete non driver, I never thought
in 5 years I'd get my licence and do all that gear,
since I'm so slack. But I did the test Tuesday during
my lunch break at work, believe it or not. I was
a bit nervous, but I aced the test. I got 8/8 give
ways and 40/40 Multiple choice questions right.
I was so happy about it, as most of my mates would
know, since I messaged a fair few people. Except
Damo, I want to hold it as a bit of a suprise, until
I see him next. So it feels like my lucks finally
changing. Then Wednesday I got a call for an interview
for a position of Desktop Publisher. So I attended
that today and I think I did quite well. I took
some funny photo's before the interview, so here
they are by high request.
Adam
looking into the distance errr.. of his room.
Adam has the power to take on the world within he's
little fist.
Adam
blows a kiss to he's fan base, which is probably
non existent.
Hehe
I hope you enjoy them. Now I'm just going to upload
this and have a beer in this bloody hot weather.
I hope your all feeling sexy out there!
Adios Amigo's
-Adam
20 October
2003:.
Hey
Glowworms,
It's
been a while, well I guess I'll start with what I've
been doing. First of all I've been getting drunk,
which is always fun. There's been a Halloween party
and a 20th the past 2 weeks, which has been keeping
me out of pocket. I've realised I should be more careful
when I get drunk. Thanks to me being a jolly drunk
at the halloween party, I think I gave a girl the
wrong idea. So now I have a borderline stalker on
my hands (joy for me). I've also been up to mischief
on other occasions but I'll keep that to myself. Well
I must say, it's coming to that fucked up time of
the year, where everybody has there friggen birthday.
The problem is, this time round it's 21st bday's and
joint bday's to be at that. So I have 2 joint bdays
and then Damo's, which is severely going to make me
a poor bastard. Then I have to worry about chrissie
presents for everyone. It's truly a sad month..
But besides that the weather is heating up and it's
nice and sunny. I'm really enjoying it so far, I even
ended up going down to the beach last weekend, which
I haven't done in some time. For some reason I feel
more energetic when the weather heats up, I think
it's all those little tight tops and stuff that motivate
me. *drools*
Oh
yeah, I almost forgot, I've put a digital camera on
lay buy Monday. I scored an Ixus II with 128 mb memory
and case for $720, which isn't to bad of a deal. I've
paid off around $270 so far and the rest will be paid
off as soon as I get this freelance cheque coming
in. Which better be soon! Then I can post up lotsa
silly photos for you all to see.
Lions
and tigers and bears oh my!
-Adam
28
October 2003:.
Howdy,
I'm going to start having a bit of
a D&M in this entry, so if you
can't be stuffed reading something
like that, close the window now.
Well I've been thinking about life
a lot these past few days. I don't
exactly feel happy where I am in life.
I mean I'm a 20 year old guy who has
no car, licence, proper job and future
goals. I don't know why I've been
thinking about this lately, I mean
I guess I could just take it easy
and let life float by me, but that
would cause me nothing but guilt.
I guess it's just going to be the
matter of me picking myself up off
the ground and working my arse off
to get somewhere in life. It's not
like I haven't been working to get
somewhere, I have. I probably just
haven't worked hard enough. There
are so many people that I know, that
have everything set out for them,
and I'm really jealous of that for
the fact that no matter how hard I
work, I don't think I'm ever going
to feel completely fulfilled and get
what I want.
Hrm there are many reason's for this,
especially my weakness for women and
my need to be with someone, which
makes it hard for me to focus on something.
I feel miserable due to the fact that
I don't have someone in my life. Then
once I start thinking like this I
become very unmotivated and I just
can't be fucked getting off my fat
arse. I think it's all about me lacking
in confidence. I guess these are just
normal common human faults though.
A mate of mine goes out each weekend
and pride's himself on how many women
he pashes on the weekend and how often
he has sex. I don't want to be like
that, I mean I am still young and
I still like partying, but doing that
just seems immature. I feel like headbutting
him or punching him half the time,
not because I'm jealous, but he's
the type of bloke that give's the
rest of us somewhat good blokes out
there a bad name. I met a bloke in
a nightclub the other weekend and
we started chatting due to the amount
of alchy we had both consumed. He
was talking about how he's a nice
bloke and doesn't try to pick up chicks
all the time unlike he's sleazy mates.
I agreed and said I was the same sorta
bloke. We both agreed, that's what
the girls are after, someone that
acts tough, and wants to rough handle
them and treat them like crap. If
not, why wouldn't they look out for
nice blokes like us? It's
things like that which confuse me.
It sorta makes you think, right..
I'm gonna become a pig like the rest
and I I might get somewhere. But I
personally don't want to stoop that
low, I'd rather remain myself and
wonder through life being lonely.
It's weird, a few months back I got
out of a 12 month relationship and
now that I'm out of it, everything
seems different, friend's that I didn't
talk to as much anymore due to being
in a r/s have all changed and moving
in different directions. Then here
I stand feeling even more lonelier
than before and I know it's my fault,
you should never snob a friend, even
though you are in a relationship.
So how to I rectify all this crap?
Simple, there's nothing much I can
do, besides sort out those minor things
I'm unhappy with and get them past
me and then go from there, one step
at a time. Then hopefully good things
come eventually and maybe I might
meet someone who I can truly full
in love with.
Thanks for listening!
-Adam
20
October 2003:.
Hey
all,
it's been a while. I guess I better
explain what I've been up to. Well pretty
much I've been doing the same old crap,
working. But I've also been out getting
sloshed with mates and catching up with
a few old friends, which has been great.
I've seen a few movies here and there
too, like Bad Boys 2, which I must say
was uber fab.. but a little drawn out
in places. I think I'm seeing Kill Bill
tomorrow night with mangeld mon and
I'm really looking forward to seeing
it as I'm a big fan of Quentin Terintino's
Films. I've also heard it's got a little
anime sequence done by Production IG,
the people who created Blood the Last
Vampire and Ghost in the Shell. I got
a free computer monitor from work last
week, so I'm going to try to get dual
monitors cranking, which will make my
design work so much more easier. Anyway's
that's enough from me for now, I better
upload all this gear.
Keep it real!
-Adam
25
September 2003:.
Hey sexy people,
It's been around a week, so I thought
I better update this thing. Well hrmm
what have I been doing? I've been doing
the usual IT work and having the people
keep me back after hours (not happy).
Tuesday night I headed to the movies with
Mangaman and Kylie (Sean's g/f) and saw
Pirates of the Caribbean. I must say I
loved it, it's been ages since I've seen
a good pirate movie. *put on eye patch
and pirate hat*. Childcare work started
up again this week which is fab. We had
this little 18 month girl that came in
and she was so gorgeous, I had to put
all of my attention towards her for most
of the day. Freelance Design work has
subsided for the moment, I think I'm pretty
much up to date with the work (a good
thing), I just hope that they keep giving
me projects after this one. It's really
good for building up my portfolio, not
to mention the mulah. Speaking of mulah,
I cashed my first $550 cheque from them
this week, which hopefully means I'll
upgrade this piece of shit computer next
week.
Well that's about all I have to say at
the moment. If anything remotely interesting
happens to me, like I become a million
air and fly up into space or I grow another
head, I'll let you know.
Sexy
out!
Ja na Minna!
-Inferno-
17 September 2003:.
Ohayou,
Well I've come down with a combinations
of sickness which are, the flu, tonsillitis
and really bad sinus. So what I have I been
doing the past week? sweet f all, it's been
sooo boring. I've been coughing up flem
everywhere (yeah I know, how charming).
I've also been catching up with an ugly
friend named mid-day TV. Besides that I've
been trying to get rest and been on here
downloading stuff. I got A Perfect Circles
new cd called Thirteenth Step and it's bloody
excellent. I've got it on repeat ^_^. I
re-watched one of my fav movies last night
'Vanilla Sky', that movie is just soo damn
cool, it really makes you think about life
and how things can turn out. Anyway's, I
think I'm going to mooch around here some
more and then get some rest.
Peace
out!
Ja na Minna!
-Inferno-
10
September 2003:.
Yo,
Well today wasn't very productive. I woke
up at 10:30 feeling pretty yuck. I think I've
got the flu, like most people in South Australia
at the moment. Then went on the net, had a
bit of a snoop around then had a shower, the
usual. Came back and received an e-mail saying
I had to ring the Breast Cancer Foundation
client. So I rang him and I got a bit of a
mouthful from him saying the work wasn't up
to scratch, talk about confidence boosters
hey? So he basically told me want he wanted.
From the start I've had no freedom with this
web page, so it's very uninspiring. So once
I got off the phone I had a go and then I
just went 'stuff this' and laziness set in.
So what did I do? I went and sat in my room,
turned on the Ps2 and played Kingdom Hearts
for the remainder of the day. Good game that,
gets a bit repetitive at times though. I also
watched more Naruto, that series is just so
fantastic and inspiring. I watched episode
47 tonight and all I can say is poor Hinata
T_T it made me sad. Now I'm going to head
off and watch episode 42 now which is a fight
between Gaara and Rock Lee, which should be
uber fab.
Stay tuned for more boring tales of Adam's
life.
Ja na Minna!
-Inferno-
8 September
2003:.
Hello all you uber fab people,
Well the past few days for me have been pretty
average. I ended up going out Saturday night
at a nightclub called Urban, which is RnB (not
really my thing). But I was with a few good
friends, so the night started out good and ended
up quite shiteful. As you all know yesterday
was Father's Day, it's always a semi tough day
for me to get past, since I haven't talked to
my father for around 3 years now (maybe longer).
But I won't go into details. Today I had to
go for a crappy Centrelink meeting which ended
up being absoloutely pointless, fuck I hate
those people. Then afterwards I got a phone
call from Jon (he's the guy I do all the freelance
multimedia design work for), and he wanted to
know if I had completed all the changes to the
EnviroCare website I've been working on. It
consisted of changing 50 pages of copy, designing
new navigation systems and about 10 new pages
and lotsa other gear. So yeah I've spent basically
13-16 hours, today working on it today and I
only finished it a short while ago (joy!) and
I am majorly buggered. Not much else has been
happening, besides trying to re-adjust to single
life again. Anyways guys and girls, stay fresh.
.
Mata ne!
-Inferno-
3
September 2003:.
Hey all,
Well your probably all thinking to yourselves what
I've been doing these past couple of days. Well
I've been driving myself insane with Multimedia
Design freelance work. I'm trying to do two projects
at once and it's getting too much for me. But I'm
sure I'll cope some how. I've also been trying to
do major updates to ai.com, like making the animation
section have a few more movies besides mine.
Going back to my outside life, I've been doing work
expereince for the IT department for Port Adelaide
Central Mission, which is keeping me busy and I
hope to grab and appreciticeship in it, if I'm lucky.
I saw Finding Nemo last night with Mangaman and
he's girlfriend which was uber fab. It was much
better than I expected it to be and very uber cute
and funny. I'll be buying that on dvd once it comes
out. As for today I plan to do more freelance work,
which excites me to no end and then I'm planning
on picking myself up a XMS speaker surround sound
system. So that should be rather funky.
Anways,
that enough of me babbling crap.
Mata ne!
-Inferno-
1 September 2003:.
Wowza,
I'm bloody tired. But we finally got the blogs done.
So I must
say a huge thanks to Raven all for the hard work he's
put into them. They look uber spiffy and stuff. Basically
we have made these so you can look into our lives and
see what we do on a day to week basis. It's really as
bad as reality TV. So your not just going to be seeing
boring old updates from us. More so you are going to
see us spurt absolute shit about ourselves which non
of you are probably interested about. But I hope you
enjoy it either way, I know we will. Goodnight!
-Inferno-
...
Status: Boping up and down to punk music. Watching: Peace Maker Kurogane Reading: notes on stuff. Eats: *Stomach rumbles* Drinks: Water
Current Top 5 Anime:
1. Naruto
2. Peace Maker Kurogane
3. Full Metal Alchemist
4. Shingetsutan Tsukihime
5. GunGrave
Current Top 5 Songs:
1 . Evanescence - My Immortal
2 . Incubus - Mexico
3 . Phantom Planet - Lonley Day
4 . Radiohead - 2+2=5
5 . Ugly Duckling - Potty-Mouth E-mail:Inferno
